Wait till the hamster rests.
It's just sad to see all your efforts go down the drain when all of them are being taken for granted. It gets all so tiring, makes you feel as though there's nothing left to be given away. Yet you have to continue, because a lot has been dependent on you. How you wish you'll wake up one day with a smile, knowing your fate has changed for the better. Then you shake your head and reality sinks in..you have to be strong.Or at least, pretend to be strong. Then evrything else follows. That's your life. So there.
I know a lot of us has been thru this at one point in our lives. I also know that it's just a part of something we have to deal with called LIFE. I succumb to weakness at times, and it's so sickening to see that! I get tired too. I get mad, I wish, I play. But each time something tells me I need to pray harder, so I do.
I guess what's important is we come to realize that we shouldn't give up, be strong.Or at least, pretend to be strong.
So there.